hi... i'm kinda stressed out today.. urg,, feel like screaming.. yet I don't know why I should feel like this. I hate this feeling! Exam week hasn't end yet.. but that's not it.. though maybe a part of it.. haha. Headache again...
Have you ever heard of this statement? "When you leave school.. you'll miss it and you'll feel like going back.. going back in times" hem.. yeah rite.. I'll never feel like that! school made me sick.. not particularly the books and all the studies.. it includes all these things about friends.. and how I deal with my life rite now that I'm a student... I'm sick of it..really..
I have many dreams.. and i don't think i can achieve them.. so many obstacles.. i don't think i'm that strong.. i'm not that stoic.. i'm weak.. always losing even when i'm battling with myself.. most of the time.. i don't want to lose.. I wanna win.. but no one around me is supporting me for sure.. I always think am I too sensetive or maybe I'm truly not a good friend..not a good person.. do wrong things at the wrong times.. made people feel uneasy when they're with me.. I've tried to change that.. failed.
"I HATE YOU.. PLEASE GO AWAY"