Back to work tomorrow. Oh, how I dread it. How I wish I didn't apply for the job in the first place. How lazy I am to go into all the classes especially Year 2.
Nevertheless, I admit that this job has given me countless of precious experiences. I don't want to regret it. I'll never regret it, Insya-Allah.

But, I can't wait for 2nd March, when my job's contract(haha!) ends. I'll have about a month before I go to the matriculation, I think. But I don't want to go to the matric.. I want to study overseas, remember? well, keep on dreaming! heh.. Please pray for my success.

Nowadays I always have a good dreams that symbolize success (I'm not sure, but my mum said so..) like climbing the stairs, surviving the tsunami (2 times!!), giving (don't laugh) birth to a duplet twin! and they are so cute and chubby! I don't remember I had any scary dreams nowadays. Hope they all are really the sign, not just pointless dreams..

I have to admit I'm really scared to receive the result. So much 'what if..' running through my mind now and then. I'm paranoid.

Okay, enough.
InsyaAllah I'll have the QTI test this Friday or Saturday and then the JPJ test on Thursday(3rd Feb). So, want it or not, I have to skip work on that Thursday because the test can only be held on Thursday. I haven't discussed it with the headmistress yet. I will, when I start my work again tomorrow. Well, the headmistress is my good friend's mum. Maybe she'll let me off easily. Hopefully! And anyway, please wish me luck for the test because I don't want to retake it again and again.