Monday, May 24, 2004

Cheer up Mai!! chayo! you r strong! kampari!

Sunday, May 23, 2004

hi... i'm kinda stressed out today.. urg,, feel like screaming.. yet I don't know why I should feel like this. I hate this feeling! Exam week hasn't end yet.. but that's not it.. though maybe a part of it.. haha. Headache again...
Have you ever heard of this statement? "When you leave school.. you'll miss it and you'll feel like going back.. going back in times" hem.. yeah rite.. I'll never feel like that! school made me sick.. not particularly the books and all the studies.. it includes all these things about friends.. and how I deal with my life rite now that I'm a student... I'm sick of it..really..
I have many dreams.. and i don't think i can achieve them.. so many obstacles.. i don't think i'm that strong.. i'm not that stoic.. i'm weak.. always losing even when i'm battling with myself.. most of the time.. i don't want to lose.. I wanna win.. but no one around me is supporting me for sure.. I always think am I too sensetive or maybe I'm truly not a good friend..not a good person.. do wrong things at the wrong times.. made people feel uneasy when they're with me.. I've tried to change that.. failed.
"I HATE YOU.. PLEASE GO AWAY"

Monday, May 17, 2004

Hi! oh.. blogger has a new look! congrats.. ehhe.
Ho.. it seems I haven't blog for a long time.. but it doesn't matter.. nothing much happend. Besides... it's not like anyone read my blog. Hahaha.
Anyway.. now I'm having my three weeks exam. First week has already passed.. what a relief.. 2 weeks more! chaiyo! kampari! eheh
I skipped school again today becoz of ... um.. gurl stuff.. haha. Well, it doesn't matter tho becoz today's a teacher's day celebration.. I didn't skip any paper..
Oh.. I have to go..pen off!

Thursday, May 06, 2004

hello hello! sorry.. long time no blogging! haha.. well.. many things happend... I went to that studython thingy.. it wasn't that boring at all.. at least I got many benefits like important facts and all.. I got some new friends too from MRSM.. then.. school again.. tuition till 6 pm.. very tiring.. and then on 1,2 and 3rd May I went to KONSIS (National uni. Students Convention).. it was really a good programme.. I enjoyed it much.. oh.. and next week is my first trial.. haven't study enough yet!!! time is running out.. pen off!