Tuesday, September 30, 2003

day 2

Today I answered English papers..don't have much problems with it..I can do them...
But I ceirtainly having problems with History paper II... I didn;t know what to write..I was clueless... oh well..just hoping I'll at least pass...
tomorrow I'l answer mathematic papers and Syariah Islamiyah Education. I read a book just now..the title is 'From Beirut to Jurusalem'...everyone should read it! I recommend strongly! it really made me sad,, oh yeah..on the way back from school..I saw an accident!! a terrible one!!! a man was hit by a big lorry! it's so frightening..I saw blood and pieces of flesh..oh..it's so sad and .... can't describe it..the man was still there when I saw.. he was under the lorry..I can't see clearly..my sis said he wear blue shirt..but maybe some of his body parts has .......................what's the word? I don't bother to remember it now..maybe he was dead..maybe not..only God knows..there were cops there..but no ambulance,. maybe he was dead......................oh..it;s so frightening! I don't want to remember it..

Monday, September 29, 2003

oh yeah!

I've downloaded the songs that I've been always wanted!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh yeah! oh yeah!
there are Adagio in minor and one man's dream by YANNI ..he rocks!

exam!!!

Hulo.. long time no blogging..hehe.. I didn't have the right mood to blog.. well..actually I have to study.. exam has started..today actually.. I'm so stressful.. when I answered malay language paper I felt pain in my back..dunno why..and when I answered histrory paper,..I had a big headache! maybe all the pains are caused by the stress I can;t hold anymore.. when I revised Histrory text-book..I felt like throwing up! so sick..and one of my friend might have fever..maybe I'll have it too..shivering now..I don't mind if I have :I ahahha..hmm..I should study,,

Tuesday, September 23, 2003

huh..tired

I'm so tired..thank god there's no homework (there is homework..but don't have to send it tomorrow) but..I got new project..add math..
we can discuss tho..not so hard..it's okay. I dunno what to write..well..actually I'm just to lazy to put any details in here..not in the right mood..yeah..so..bye

Monday, September 22, 2003

boring day!

Well..not really..I'm no good in making title.. lol..okay..today I recieved exam's schedule..it will be held in 3 weeks! First exam ..as usual is B.M..no pressure there, I hope.. but days by is of course will be stressful..ergh..I can do it! oh..I got to go

Sunday, September 21, 2003

I was sick..

Okay..so I was sick this morning..(now I'm as healthy as Hermy).. very sick..that I can't sleep.. I screamed all morning..that no one was able to sleep too.. :) I swallowed 2 tablets of pills..but vomited 2 times afterwards.. but now I'm okay.. cheers!
Oh..tomorrow's school.. I;m not having a good holiday.. there are many homeworks!!
Oh ya... all my projects are done!!! done!!
and exam due next week,.need lots of revision..

Friday, September 19, 2003

stress!

I'm so stressfull!..there are lots going on here in my world........... just now I was crying.... satisfied afterwards..and headache.. and even more stressfull when nobody's understand... even family..even parents..

Wednesday, September 17, 2003

doing some biology

Now I'm doing some biology stuff..for the project.. I just sneak for a time to go here..
Tomorrow I'll have to present my physics project to class. Ermm.. I presented my Syariah Islamiyah Edu. subject today.. very lousy.. I wasn't prepared.. and I just read from the book! well..my classmate didn;t understand..I didn't have the mood to make they all understand..I have presented it..my work has done..I won't care about their understandment..
I know that I won the third price in the english poem competition.. I expected more than that though...well maybe I really not that good.. oh well..

Monday, September 15, 2003

oh no..tons of homework!

I've hand in my physic and chemistry projects! at last it done..
But..I have many homework..actually I have to finish it on holiday.. but did't have much time to do..you see..I was kinda busy on holiday before..
Banyak nye homework!!! (malay)
well..I feel like skipping school tomorrow.. the teacher will of course nagging..and I hate that!
My friend gave me a book..she don't have the reason although I asked her :)
And you know what?! I've influenced my friend, Noni!! now she's harry potterian too!! oh great!...before the holiday I persuaded her to borrow 'The Philosopher's Stone' from our school library..at first, she didn't want to.. but I persuaded..and she brought it home..and guess what? she read it two times!! ^v^ yehaa :)

Saturday, September 13, 2003

time flies..so fast..

I just came back from KL.. wow! I'm missing everything here .. it feel like it has been a very long time since the last time I checked my e-mail.. well.. my e-mail was over limit! ergh..hotmail.. why couldn;t it be more bigger?? I think I miss many e-mails from my friends..
Well..at KL I do some shopping..for the coming Eid..you know..we bought many new clothes and textiles..well..not too many..I just got 2..I'll buy more later on.. my mum will go to Kl again this weekend.. so she'll buy me mini-jubahs.. if you know what is it..
Er..I haven't got time to do all my projects too... hope the holiday was longer...

Monday, September 08, 2003

what a tiring day!

I'm so tired today.. I cooked the lunch ! surprised? hehe..well..I just cooked simple things such as fried chicken and fried vegetable.. but my parents said they were delicious :) glad.. well..today is a boring day too.. my brother took the computer to his campus... so I can't use it..,all my projects are in there.. now I'm using my father's laptop.. a new one actually.. wide screen.. compaq.. I'm not use to this keyboard..it's feel weird.. okay..what else? I'll be gone to KL tomorrow.. well..first not to KL..we'll go to the Port Dickson first.. stay there for about 2 days..(holiday there) and then go to KL to take my lil bro from his hostel.. argh..I couldn't believe my father permitted my brother to took the comp away!! but of course..not for ever.. just for 5 days! well..after 5 days I just come back from vacation..no difference actually.. but still... I;m not feeling good about it.. my dad's comp don't have my fav mp3s.. so boring.. but this comp is soooo fast! just wait a second before the page finish load itself! amazing :) I wish I could have my own comp ...

Sunday, September 07, 2003

where the blog gone yesterday?

Where has the blogger gone yesterday? I've tried so many times..but failed.. whatever..now it's back..
Okay.. so.. I'll definately gone to KL..although I have many homework... my parents ask me to go..becoz there'll be no one to take care of me if all are gone..so..I've to go..

Friday, September 05, 2003

holiday has started!!!

yehaa...holiday..holiday! yay..I don't have any big plan for this holiday..just do the projects.. oh ya.. this 8th Sept I'll be gone to KL..if nothing distrupt..
but I don't think it will happend..'cause my homework will definately distrupt me..
Oh..there's something wrong with my comp.. the sound always gone.. I have to click the volume icon most of the time..

I really want to make something for my juniors.. there are 7 of them that I have to take care of.. they are like my god-sisters.. well..at my school only those who are selected have to do this (take care of them) and I'm one of them..in form 4 (my form) there are only 6 of them (female).. I think I want to make them all bookmarks..good idea? hmm..
and put one of my poem there :) I hope they all like it..

Thursday, September 04, 2003

petition signing

I've signed the GOF petition...for all Hp fans might know about it... I'm completely against the idea of making the Goblet of Fire movie only in 2 and 1/2 hours!! no way! purr-lease...

Okay..one day remaining before a week holiday!! yeeha..just have to survive the one day.. add math..translating Quran.. and all....really hard to survive there..with all the creepy subjects..I might die.. oh GOd..help me..

Wednesday, September 03, 2003

urgh! headache,,

terrible headache..now I still have the headache..try to hang on..hehe..
I hope this is fever's symptom..I wouldn't mind if I have fever tomorrow :) I really don't want to go to school..
So..today the discussion session..went well.. and we had delicious lunch by my mum..
I think..that's all for now..headache..can't write much...can't think much

Tuesday, September 02, 2003

quizzes

I took some quizzes today..(i'm bored..tired of homework..well..tomorrow's holiday )

first one..I knew it !


Are you easily stressed?


second one.. well.. that's me..I think


Are You Naughty or Nice?


third one.. well..I was born in Britain..and would like to be a british..but I'm a Malaysian, man!




Jolly good, wot! Anyone for tennis? That'll be ten ponies, guv. You're the epitome of everything that is english. Yey :) Hoist that Union Jack!

How British are you?

this quiz was made by alanna



fourth one..actually I just watched Finding Nemo two days ago....hey..but I'm not that forgetful!!


Which [Finding Nemo] characters are you?


the fifth,,, but hey..i'm not sleepy all the time!! just in chemistry or other boring classes :)


Which [Seven Dwarfs] are you?


the sixth one..I think I agree with the description there..


Which [Rainbow Colours] are you?


the seventh.. well..dunno what to comment..I'm random then :)





How random are you?

this quiz was made by alanna


the eighth.. I don't think I always happy though..maybe I don't take the quiz seriously..


What's your usual [mood]?


the ninth...I'm quite agree...


Which [Smallville] Characters are you?


the tenth..I'm not agree with it though..


Which [5 Elements] are you?


the eleventh...I'm not agree with this too..but maybe..just too arrogant to admit it..


Is the glass half full or half empty?


the twelth...I agree with what it said..but I hate the picture,,it's ugly austin!!


Which [Movie Genres] are you?




That's all I think :)

death!

I dunno why..but lately there're many things related to death happend.... just now my dad informed me about a 14 years old boy... died of leukemia... but what made me even sadder is the fact that he died just 5 days after he knew about his illness! oh so sad...very sad indeed.made me feel like crying ;( ..what if the same thing happen to me??
I watched a drama this evening...and it went around death subject too! the heroin got liver cancer.. and she's so afraid of dying but didn't admit it..she just said she isn't scared.. doesn't want anybody to worry about her,, mm.. let's talk about anything else.......... i'm afraid talking about death..

Okay...... mm.. tomorrow my friends will come over.. 7 of them included my teacher (leader of discussion).. we'll have a disscussion.. that we called Usrah.. or student discussion council.. .what else? so..Ihave to clean my room..don't want my teacher see it in a mess! what a shame........

Monday, September 01, 2003

change template

yup...I'm changing it..

tomorrow will comes

Tomorrow will definately comes.. rite... but we can't be sure if we can ever see it.. can ever see this world again.. death is uncertain..... nobody knows when..or where..
If tomorrow I should never wake up....... I'm afraid.. will anybody cries over me? will my friends sad ? I don't think I'm a good friend,.. er..what made I typed all these?

Okay...what happend today? many phone calls for me..my friends..we'll having a discussion in my house..so we have to arrange the time..and all..considering my parents won't be here that time..
My penpal said he'll give me something by post..I'm really excited! wow...I wonder what he'll give.. :)

I just dunno.........I'm confused...I'm sad...I wanna be alone...tomorrow's school.. there's still homework that have to be done..oh yeah..tomorrow there'll be aerobics at school..bizzare! I never aerobic..really..

I've been thinking

I've been thinking
what make my friends smile like I'm a underaged children..er.. depressed really..
I'm just stressed right now..let me say whatever I wanna say!!