Oh.. I just got plenty of works! I'll be very busy these days.. hmm.. just can shake my head.. lol..
I'm fasting today.. so I'm quite tired!! and thirsty..
Nothing much happend..
aa,,, the school probably will set up aircond in our class!! just for form 5! ahaha... I hope it will happen.. the class is hot sometimes..
Maybe that will be my motivation to work harder..
I really want to work harder!!

aaargh! I can't believe i did this!! guess what I did??! I've deleted all naruto anime on my hard drive.. aaa.. permanently! well.. actually the files are too big.. there's just little space left for anything else.. hmm.. that's means no anime forever! lol.. It was really a very hard decision to make.. I just closed my eyes and pressed 'delete'. Then.. vanished! hahah.. I can't believe i did that.. well.. atleast the manga is still on my hard drive... I prefer manga to anime.
Yeah.. got several test results today.. add math I got 80 ! first time in my life got A1 in add math. lol.. and biology.. shameful! 53%! lol... I don't care though.. I hate biology.. honestly.. and very frankly.. lol.
Hmm.. come to think of it.. now I feel bad about deleting the files.. hahah..lol.. I can't see them for the second/third time again.. and no naruto cute voice again.. naaaaaaah... don't worry mai.. I can still download it again.. or maybe continue with the new episode..
orait.. that's all.. Jane!

OOH!! BIG NEWS!
Heheh.. not really.. just wanna tell that I've made anothet blog.. but this time in malay.. well.. it's because my english is not very good.. and it will be easier for me to express my self.. but that doens't mean I'll stop writing here.. just another things to waste my time!
Now.. I didn't do the layout myself.. it's an automatic service. but the layout is quite satisfiying.. can visit it at..
http://refleksimimpi.bravejournal.com oh ya.. but using this service means lots of ads.. but I don't care! ahah.. it's a quite new service from bravenet.. it even has tag-board.. ya.. the name of the site is Refleksi Mimpi.. means Dreams' Reflection.. okay.. got to go

Hi!
today I spend most of the day at hospital.. looked over my sis.. it was very boring.. luckily there are tv and magazines.. I wished there were papers and pencil to draw something! So.. she's fine now.. she has even came back! ahha.. like I said it's just a minor surgery. Nothing serious.
Hmm.. nothing else to say.. yup.. tomorrow's school.. that's mean some of the test result! eheh.. I'm not worried.. I dunno.. maybe I just don't care about it.
K.. I'll go now..

Ai!!
nothing much to write today..
I went to my friend's house for the discussion I mentioned before. It went well.. :)
She has a beautiful home indeed! I like the design and all. Hmm.. recently I day-dreamed too much about dream house.. I've browse many site with house-plans.. and I've found many that I like! oh.. I really want a perfect beautiful house.. hmm..
oh. yea... forgot to tell.. my big bro took the scanner to his campus. So, I can't scan anything.. boring.. well.. actually I don't really have anything to scan.. lol.
hmm.. I typed something for my new quiet wishes ver. ..listed up links to put on.. quite many of them! it cover all sorts of categories.. from website building..to graphic..to harrypotter..to manga..to japanese learning.. and all sorts of links that I occasionally visited when I feel like to.
Ah.. today also I went to shopping complex.. I bought nothing much.. just a bottle of shampoo..talcum.. and some foods.lol. oh yea.. can't forget.. chupa chup! yummy sweet.
Tomorrow my little sis, aliya.. will undergo a minor operation. It's nothing serious..
What else? it's 11 o'clock.. I'm quite sleepy.. *yawn
My big sis aka my roommate (lol) is not here.. she's in Kuala Lumpur.. entering a competition like explorace.. umm.. I dunno..sort of.. for 2 days..
aa..I'm bored.. better go to sleep

Hiya! I've made a new layout.. but I won't publish it yet.. not now.. it's only a premade.. pls review it and any comments are much appreciated!
Click here!
The sketches .. and handwritings (the japanese one also) are mine.. manipulated using photoshop 7.. using some hue/saturation... cloning/healing.. and some brushes for the frames there.. whatcha think? and the background if you notice.. it isn't really white.. it's a bit redder..or peacher.. lol.. and yeah.. there's nothing there yet.. no links and all.. but this site will be huge... I'll put on many links..
the malay handwritings is actually my poem that has been cut.. I think I've put it on devart.. with a flower sketch.. and the japanese characters there is in hiragana spelt my name.. and the hand there... eheh.. actually it's a drawing of my little sis hand.. she's 12. That's all I think.. now I'm going to sleep! tomorrow I have a discussion group at my friend's house!

Hello!! the test has over!! waa.. I'm so relief.. although I knew that I have to face more test after this.. hmm.. don't wantt to think about them yet! what's matter is what happening rite now..
So.. I got my math result! (the teacher marked it very fast!) .. and guess what I got? 94 %! I'm so happy! well.. I can't be really happy.. there's a boy that got 100! he's super genius in our class! I'm so fond of him.. but nothing more than that :P.
This morning I didn't know what to do .. so I watched Kabhi Kushi Kabhi Gham.. (I'm not sure how to spell it)..it's a hindustani movie.. yup..it's a very sad movie indeed.. but it's my first time watching it.. actually it was my aunt's cd..
And just now I download Naruto chapter 205 and Parfait Tic Chapter 1 for volume 6. But the naruto chapter hasn't been translated yet.. so I just figured out what happend by looking and studying the pictures.. and the parfait chapter.. is so sad.. mmm.. poor fuuko.. she's all confused..
Next monday is holiday! yay! yay!
kk.. I've got to go
p/s: I've changed the scroll bar's colour!

aaa.. good day everyone! I'm not feeling too well now.. and at school too... when I did history paper.. I wrote using my worst handwriting ever.. can't help it! Actually we have 1 hour to complete the paper.. but I only did it in 25 minutes (that's fast.. all the answer must be in essay.. and there are 4 questions!).. 35 minutes more I spend sleeping! ahah.. felt much better afterwards.. I don't even care about my answer.. not even check them.. I don't know if my teacher can understand it or not.. haha.. I don't care!
So.. now my house is empty!! and it's night! well.. my maid is downstairs.. all my siblings and my parents have gone to Jusco (a shopping complex) .. I wanna go to.. I really wanna go to the bookshop there.. I wanna buy new novels!! aa... I can't believe my parents forbid me from going!.. *sigh.. well.. they r quite rite.. I have more test tomorrow afterall.. oh .. tomorrow will be the toughest day! Physic and Add Math in a day!! aa.. I'm gonna die.. oh yeah.. and english... but I'm not really worry about english..
what else? aaa... I'm really feeling sick now..

So. today is the first day of the test. I did 3 subjects today. All of them are Islamic subject.. Seerah (Islamic History) .. Hafazan (what we memorise from the quran).. and Arabic Language..
It's not that easy but not that hard either.. it's 50:50.. I just hope I did well... tomorrow I'll face 3 more subjects.. they are History.. Malay Language and Modern Math.. I can handle them.. eheh..
Last night I drew more.. in my study.. ahha.. I didn't study for the test!! I spend most of the night drawing.. well.. last night I drew fan art for Parfait Tic.. I really admire Nanaji's art!! and I tried to draw like her.. especially the eyes part (very tricky one).. I'm not quite success... but it's still okay..oh ya.. this fanart is cramped with different characters.. ahha.. click here to see it.
And another drawing.. actually I did last week in class... but don't have the time to scan it.. here it is.. my first ever successful male drawing.. ahaha... completely original.. lol..
Oh.. the broadband is back to normal again! oh yeah!!
Ok.. got to go..

EDIT all pics' links on previous post (not in this post) are no longer exist. I've deleted them and submit on devart. oh.. except for the messy bedroom one.. lol

uh..uh... tomorrow's the test! haven't study nething yet! today I went to somebody's house.. don't really know the owner.. but she passed away.. that's why my mum insisted me to go there.... that took most of my afternoon.. in the morning, I didn't study.. just read a couple of pages.. then felt bored.. turned on the comp.. and messed around in photoshop.. made a banner.. I've submit it at devart.. check it out.. but it's nothing much..
oh.. I forgot to tell.. two days ago..or three days ago.. I watched SPY KIDS II and SPY KIDS 3D (GAME OVER)... oh I really like them! I enjoyed watching them.. yeah.. I know.. I'm a bit late.. but who cares! eheh..
And.. this morning also.. I read parfait tic again.. the story is wonderfull!! and the art is sooo beautiful!! how I wish could draw like that... wanna download it? go here I recommend it strongly!.. if you look at the boy Nanaji drew.. you'll melt! ehhe.. the eyes.. I wanna draw like that too.. shiny and all.. sigh.. I'll work harder!! (well, in drawing!)
There's no one at home rite now except me and the housemaid.. my little siss (two of them) follow my dad to his office(well, my dad is 'da boss).. my mum go to a meeting.. and brought my 3 little sis there with her.. and my older sis at her friend's now.. it's so calm and quite here.. eheh..

I slept over at school last night.. and it was soooooo cold! I was freezing! couldn't sleep well.. actually we have some meeting and a little reminder... something like that.. for leaders..
My grandma is here. Holiday..
Oh yeah.. and my sis has passed the licence test...
I have some other sketches that I haven't scanned yet.I'll do it later.. after exam has finished I guess. I have tons of works..tons things to revise back..
I'm so sleepy now.. didn't have a proper sleep last night.. I better grab the opportunity to sleepr rite now! ttfn!

Hmm.. I have a big news to annouce.. but I'll tell about today things first....Today we have sport club. I'm in a 'throw' ball club. LOL.. I don't know what's the exact name for that sport.. We throw ball around like netball.. but we have the goal like in football. What is it called in English, huh? Forget it... Anyway.. It was tiring (the field is as big as the football field!) .. I just played about 10 minutes and I already gave up.. ehhe..My team won anyway..
Ok.. So I sketched in class again! ho ho ho.. Today I drew two.. Well.. The teacher was actually in.. But we are permitted to do our own work if we have finished her given works.. :) So the first sketch is a girl.. I really love drawing girls.. Easy.. Unlike drawing boys.. Anyway.. I was trying to draw her lips like manga style, you know.. but I don't know whether I'm successful or not.. I can't judge my own work.. but I like her.. she looks familiar to me.. to my friends too.. but we can't remember who..
The second one is the first fan art ever... naruto fan art I mean.. but it didn't really look like him.. well.. judge it yourself.. and there I wrote that he's saying " ramen! " in katakana.. and his name there "naruto" in hiragana.. and down there.. my name in hiragana as well... oh yeah.. I know.. his cloth doesn't seems rite...

Ok.. so here's the big news..heh.. well.. big for me actually.. next week is our first test of the year!! lol.. hmm.. I haven't studied yet.. well, there isn't enough time.. (what exactly am I doing now? sigh..) .. there's too much homework that I don't have enough time for study..lol..
So.. the test will be held for a weeks.. it's fine.. we've got the timetables.. I just wish I have more times to revise physic and chemistry..

My sis has a driving license test tomorrow.. mm.. what else.. I've to go now..

Hola!
I'm here today to fix my site.. eheh.. it has been a very long period already.. so I think I can't delay it anymore.. now I'm free (well, not really but,yeah)..
So..I've upload the banner and several other things and will put them up soon.. (today).. and I'll delete the creation page considering I have deviantArt for that.. I'll put Deviant Art links soon too..
I'll update about my life after I've done with all of these!

DONE!!
Okay.. So I have fixed all things that I managed.. remember about new layout I mentioned before? hmm.. I think I won't applying it. Well, at least not now. I'm quite busy. And now it's sunday! I love Sunday.. I got homeworks.. but I'll do 'em later tonight.
So, what's up with me? well.. I'm still up-to-date with ''Harry Potter & Naruto''s stuffs.. can't wait for HP third movie.. and can't wait for more of Naruto! and can't forget book 6.
Lately I didn't do much graphic things.. I spend much time watching turorials video that my dad bought for me :) and I spend most of my free time sketching too.. well, not really at home.. I did most of my sketching nowadays in school.. whenever I'm bored (either the teacher is boring or there's no teacher in). So.. there's tons of my sketches now.. and I've upload loads of them.. can view 'em at my devart site.Look! I have put the link up! ehhe..
What else? oh yeah.. I enjoy my saturday night too.. I spend all night on the computer.. guess what I did?? eheh.. I learn japanese!! I like japanese language.. it fascinates me.. so.. I've memorised katakana (the easiest I think).. actually japanese writing consist of 3 different kind of writings.. there are hiragana.. katakana and kanji.. so I've done with katakana.. like I said it is easy.. and hiragana.. it's okay too.. kinda the same with katakana.. but the hardest is kanji.. because it is adopted from chinese characters.. and it's not spesific... it's possible for same characters to have a different prounounciation. Hmm.. I think I should masters all the verb first.. and the basics conversional thecnics. Now, I can read some japanese.. but don't have a clue what it's meaning... so.. I should memorise more words..
Ah.. about other things.. hmm.. what else huh? hmm.. I've left this blog for a long time.. of course there's so many things happend.. so it's quite tiring to write all these things.. lol!
Hmm.. I've started to write story again.. I hope I won't stop half-through it again.. lol.. aa..... I can't wait for this year ends.. and I want to enjoy my free 3 months holiday!!

Hiya!
I feel bored. So I wanna write another post of blog. Besides, my last post is just about today and last night stuffs.. I'll tell about this week..shall I?
So..on friday I got oral tests for both english and Malay subjects.. it's not like interview.. for english, I and my partner have to act..ehhe.. we did a telephone conversation..it's kinda easy and we got full marks. I did the script and I was determined to keep it as simple and as easy and as casual as possible so that we can easily remember it. But when I finished my script, I saw that all my other friends did a very complicated and beautiful script.. very formal with 'grown-up' subjects like economy.. pollution.. aids..and etc..etc.. and wanna know my subjects? lol.. I did a conversation about a girl didn't come to school and her friend remind her to bring some money to pay for a camping trip.. heh..very boring.. I was sort of afraid that we wouldn't get high mark because our subject seems childish.. and the other's are somethings to be impressed. But we did it anyway..and we got full marks! that's my utter relief. The teacher said as long as we are fluent and remember the script well, it's fine! hehe.. I pity my friends.. they have to think hard to make those scripts but end up having same mark as ours.. and there are also those who got lower.Well.. that's for english oral test..third assessement(sp?)... actually we have 4 assessement and we have already did first two in form 4.
For malay oral test..we acted again.. but it's harder than english one because we acted a competition..kinda like debate.. so.. the text are formal.. and kinda hard to memorise.. but we did well again. But the teacher didn't tell us the mark.. aa.. I was very relief all these oral tests have passed. But there's still another assessement! but not till next two months.
Hmm.. school is tiring for me.. it starts on 7.45 everyday (considering majority of the students live quite far from school..about 20 minutes..including me).. it's a private school.. I think national's school starts earlier than that.And my school ends at 4 pm everyday! very tiring.. it's because my school is an islamic school and we have many additional subjects. For lower secondary, we have about 18 subjects.. and for upper secondary (where students can choose subjects) majority got 12 subjects, including me.And what's even tiring for me is.. every subjects (well, for my class) the teachers won't miss to give out homeworks! when we moaning or complaining.. we got the same answer--> "you all got a very important exam this year.. so manage your time carefully, you'll be able to do it.Get serious.don't play around anymore.." hmm.. well.. I got N.E.W.T.s this year..eheh.. jk.. we got S.P.M.. well..yeah..an important exam. But I'm kinda don't care to study much.. of course I want to achieve excellent result.. I just wish time will pass quickly and I want my long holiday! eheh..I'm such a lazy girl.. couldn't help it.. lol
Wanna know what? my broadband is having a problem again! well..that's mean now I'm using slow dial-up.. my dad said he's going to complain at the provider (or whatever) because we are always having problems with it..hmm.. I get impatient when using this slow modem..I always end up close any browser that loaded slows...
Hmm.. anyway.. I scanned some of my sketches today.. as I stated above that I always sketching while in class.. so..these are all the results..lol..
I'll submit them to devart later on.. by the mean time,I'll put it up here.I'll delete 'em after submit 'em on devart.
click the link to view it..
Okay..first the one I called 'sleeping beauty' I like it very much.. the posture(sp?) I mean.. I didn't really pay attention when drawing her face..I think she looks peaceful.. but my friend said she looks distressed..like having a problem..like wanna crying..eheh..whatever.. different people..different opinion..
Oh yeah.. she's wearing malay's traditional dress (baju kurung)
The second one.. love's flower.. well.. I don't know the title.. but I drew this.. and then wrote 'sayang selalu' there. It's in malay means 'love always'. I was thinking to give it to my juniors (I'm actually got some juniors as my foster-sis..well..kind of..every qualified and chosen seniors has to take some juniors under their guide or watever..I think I've written about that)..but changed mind afterwards..
And last but not least.. this is a messy picture indeed.. I won't submit it to devart.. I drew this when I was really bored and was day-dreaming.. well.. this is not really my dream-room.. but all those things on the tables are.. I desire to have all that things.. of course I have it at home.. but not mine entirely.. I want all those to be mine..and mine alone..eheh..I also want many new novels.. and decent study table.. my study now is too small and crowded.. there's not much space for me to put things.. I want a big table with comfortable chair. As I said this sketch is messy.. I didn't pay much attention when drawing the windows(there are super yuck!)... and the girls there.. and all of the things in there..
Oh my.. I've written my longest post ever! this shows how long I haven't write anything.. I love writing.. but my english doesn't permit me to write beautifully enough.. I wish my english will improve more and more..
Okay.. my back is starts to ache.. I've sat in front of this computer for hours! what exactly I did huh? eheh..
I think that's all for now.. I'm afraid anyone getting bored on reading this..
Oh wait.. I just found a new song.. from Cafe Del Mar cd that my dad bought recently.. well, actually he wants to buy an instrumental cds.. but he kinda chose the wrong cd.. he thought the cd is an instrumental.. when he asked me to listen to it.. it turned out to be 'ugh' songs.. except for this one that I'm about to tell.. it's so artistic songs and beautiful songs with very talented voices.. it is called Beautiful(7" Canny Mix)/Ma.. I don't know if the song is popular or not..I never heard of it b4.
Ok..ok.. I'll stop now!..