Smallville

Still in the exam week. It will end next Monday with Add. Math as the last paper. Tomorrow we'll have Chemistry, the hardest paper for me, for me! School was boring today. No formal class, we just revised on our own and talked, and discussed and talked! haha.
I got my Arabic paper 1 result today. Not bad , 30 per 40. The highest is 35. I'm so relieved. At least I have improved my marks compared to the test before this. We received paper 1 result for Syariah Islamiah Edu. too. I got 31/40. Not very bad too, but everyone else is higher than me! I think I deserve it though.
I'm fasting today. An hour left before the break fast (not breakfast) hoho.
I just photocopied some certificates of mine. I have to complete matriculation application form. Hmm, but my mum couldn't remember where she put her and my father's birth certificate. Have to wait till tonight.
I've finished read Smallville's scripts for season 3. Couldn't wait for season 4, where Clark will meet Lois Lane! and I couldn't believe Chloe is dead. Pete has moved and Lana has gone to Paris. Clark's friendship with Lex has ended... everyone's gone.. gone from Clark's life. But more new people will come...

Fly

Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine,
Forget about the reasons why you cant in life,
And start to try, cause it's your time,Time to fly.
And we're you're down and feel alone,
And want to run away,
Trust yourself and don't give up,
You know you better than anyone else,
Any moment, everything can change,
Feel the wind on your shoulder,
For a minute, all the world can wait,
Let go of your yesterday,

Time, please pass quickly!

We always hope (or at least I always hope) so that the time will pass quickly..
But we still have 60 seconds per minute,
60 minutes per hour,
24 hours per day,
7 days a week...
It can't be faster, or slower.
Or maybe , like Einstein said, there is no such thing as 'time'.
When the things we dread happened, we moaned, hoping it will pass as quickly as possible..
When good things happened, like meeting the people we like, we hoped so that the time will stop.
Hmm, human is very unthankful I guess. Never satisfied with what they have. Relax, I'm a human too. I hope I can be thankful enough for what God has given to me. When I read other's experiences , their fury and problems, I just so thankful because I don't have to suffer much like them. Problems can't be avoided, but we can at least face them with confidence and deal with them. Everything will be all right.

gee..I hope I wasn't pretending to be strong... sigh. I'm too weak. I'm so tired of all these. Hope I still have some more spirit left in me so that at least I will survive the SPM.

Enough ramblings! what's up with me? well, still in the trial exam week. Just a week left till it end. Then we will have a month of studying and after that.. jeng jeng jeng.. SPM! hey, bring it on.. I can't wait to sit for it. Haha, sound like I am very well-prepared. But I'm not. I hope I am though.
I have changed my seat with a boy next to me. At least I'm nearer to the girls.
I think I did well in all the papers that I've answered (except Physic tho.. I think I did very horribly.. with many careless mistakes..wrong formulas and all). I've been confirmed with 2 A's for History(looks like my new fictional-facts are acceptable!lol) and Modern Math. I feel so thankful and happy. We've only been informed with those 2 papers. I hope I gained equal results for other subjects too.

I started to collect scripts since last 2 weeks.. now I have loads of scipts in my folder.. I have GilmoreGirls' , Smallville's, TheSixthSense's, Braveheart's, AWalkToRemember's , and lots more. I like to read through them. It helps with my english vocab and writing skills. I always like Smallville's scripts. When I watched the series, I like to listen to their words.. really mature and very very artistic. Hahah. Maybe only to me. But they r truly good. I have a secret wish, so that someday I'll be able to write my own script and make a good film. For Real.

Hope my dreams will come true!

Oh, there is no paper tomorrow. We'll have classes. Revising and doing exercises. And on Tuesday we'll have Chemistry paper 3 and Biology paper 2. (both of them have 3 papers.. tiring eh?).

Bye for now... ^_^ v

Sept 11

This is how we sit in the exam. Sickening right? well, for me it's very very sickening. Considering my name started with an 'm'... sigh. Many girls' names started with an 'n'... and other common first alphabet for girls like 's'..'r'. Poor me. Imagine, 3 straight weeks of exam, sitting like that!

So.. today is Sept 11. Three years has passed! wow. It's like just yesterday it happened. Hmm, but one thing, people around the world bother to remember thousands who died in the Sept 11, but they just ignore muslims who died everyday! in Palestine, in Checnya, in Iraq... and all other Islamic countries. About days ago, the blast in Jakarta that killed 8 people made people talk. But 3 palestinians who was killed today, who dares to care for them? and tomorrow , we'll hear about another series of attack in Palestine, and no one will bother to care too... And there's nothing I can do... pathetic.

Trial things..

I was having a hard time when I answered History paper today. Especially paper II. I made up a couple of new facts. Just hope they all will be logic enough to be granted a mark or two. LOL.
I did quite badly in Physics I think. My teacher said, for Paper 1, I only got 30 something over 50. I've done my best in Paper 2, but I'm not very sure whether I could get an excellent result. What a pain. But serves me right because I didn't study enough. I've never study enough.

A week of exam has passed. About 2 weeks remain. Time, please pass quickly~

I'm having a headache right now. Exam pressure.

After SPM, there are lots of things I want to do:-

• take a driving license
• apply for a job as a teacher
• hang out with my 'siss'
• read a lots of novel
• buy new novels
• learn more about photoshop
• and website building
• and practice more on my drawings
• and my writing skills
• buy a handphone
• draw more.. and more and more
• try to lose some weight! haha .. I eat a lot nowadays
• I just want to relaxxx

Hmm.. tomorrow we'll having Arabic Class. From 9 till noon. Oh.. I'm having stomach ache too!

Someone's ...

"...to be able to hug someone , and feel really overwhelmed, hug with satisfaction , a big big hug! that will bring smile to my lips. I'm weird. That's why I can't get anyone to like me.. as real and best friend, that really understands me, share everything between us. It must be great to have someone like that. That knows what I hate, knows that I lack 'responding' ability, knows when I'm sad, when I'm happy, respects my dreams, doesn't go mad at me when I say I'm tired or depressed. Knows how to make me happy, know what makes me happy. Knows how to calm me, tries to calm me down when I'm mad, cries with me, laugh with me, and just hug me evn if I didn't ask to.I want to be a good friend, but I really really want a good friend too. If I met someone like that, I want to hug her so dearly, with a big smile on my face! do I have a chance?..."

Naruto

They are the group who went for Sasuke. Gee, the manga has gone too long! but interesting.

Trial started

Trial has started yesterday. First subject, Syariah Islamiyah. Quite hard. I spend about an hour for doing nothing and sleep (we had 2 and a half hour).
On monday I'll have Malay language. Not so hard.
I feel ... i don't know. un-spirit-ed?? pms, maybe.
I can't remember the last time I felt really really well. Must be months. I'm so tired and sick.