I am thinking to get hosted. I have done some researh on some host.I am thinking to make a new design, new contents. I am thinking to learn web site building intensively. Now that my working contract is nearly finish. I am thinking to learn and learn and learn more! there are so much stuffs I don't know yet.

I'm supposed to take my second payment at the school office. But I'm too lazy to go to school today. Maybe tomorrow. With the money, I am thinking to buy a USB disc. It'll be easier for me to transfer files or documents from my dad's comp.. or my friends' comp.

I have this crazy idea.. to buy a domain.. haha. What a waste of money. But I found this very cheap hosting package. If I don't use it much, I can host people.. I don't know. Getting a decent url (not with the blogspot thingy) will make me motivated to invite more people to my site.. and motivates me to update frequently and to add more things. Take a look at this. Cheap isn't it? With 500 MB of space..and with a free domain name too! Oh.. but I don't know.. I'm not a professional website builder.. so kinda waste of money. But still, dreaming sure is fun!

My former secondary school is having a sport day today. I'm not going. Too tired and lazy. I've gone there yesterday.. helping my teacher out in selling coop things.. mostly foods and drinks.

I was in the RED team. I'm kinda loyal :) still am supporting them now and then although I have been out of school. Usually brother and sister are in the same team but my lil sis,who is just entering form 1, is in the GREEN team. Grr... oh betrayer. All my older siblings were in the RED team. Suddenly she is in GREEN.. no, I'm not supporting her. LOL. Pity.

I heard that SPM result's just two weeks away! oh, I'm so afraid. But at the same time, strangely, I am so excited and can't wait to receive my result. I don't know. Maybe because I have the feeling now or later, I'll receive it too.. But feeling scared can't be avoided, can it?

Below is my trial result.. nah, don't bother to see the details in there.. I just went through it hopefully the SPM will be better.


And also, my small collection of books. Well, not much. Harry Potter took a lot of space :p. I'm going to buy some more books in the near future.All those books are getting boring.. well, with exception to Harry Potter. There are so many books in my house.. but these are mine! not shared with other siblings.


My dad is in Indonesia right now. He bought a new handphone because he doesn't want to use his phone+pda+all sorts of things at other country. He bought this Nokia 2000 something, I don't memorize the numbers. When he comes back, the nokia phone could be mine! yay.. but don't know yet. Maybe he'll give it to my mum and I'll get my mum's instead. Oh ok.. this is the model. Nice isn't it?

Okay. Got to go :) need to prepare breakfast for my sisters.

Quiet Wishes: Mai K Derwish

I am so MAD! which idiot named this orang utan?!!!!

I just can't accept this!!!!
For God's sake! Maimunah is our prophet's wife!... and my great-great grandma's name!...and my name!!!!

Hello! wow, what a long break from blogging. I've enough rest I guess. Been busy busy busy!
I have a very bad news. And it's so hard for me to break it out.I will tell you what the bad news is when I've finished with another news.

I have a very interesting weekend. Let me show you what happenned using the pictures below!


So, I became a facilitator for a motivational programme. These are 5 of the 11 facilitators, and included in the picture is yours truly! which one is me, eh? (a very easy question..haha). Look at our KRJ[JIM's Teen's Club]'s vest! cool aren't they!


These are the participants. They are from Hidayah Islamic Primary School. (yeah, where I work.. but I attend as a faci of KRJ, not as a teacher.. they called me 'akak' instead of 'teacher'). And my sis are among them...but don't bother to search for a person similar to me.. she's much cuter and shorter and smaller (very small even compared to the girls her age).


Every team had their own 'army yell'.. so this is one of the team doing theirs.


We designed an activity like trekking and had 8 checkpoints. Every checkpoints had a different games. This is one of them.. blind person.


This is another checkpoint of the same game. Gross.. haha. They had to pass the cookie around using only their mouth/lips.


Yet another checkpoint. You see.. I didn't take in charge in any of the checkpoints. So I ran around all the checkpoints to snap photos.. there are still some photos of the activities, but I'm a bit lazy to show 'em all. I rather show these pictures below.. of sceneries/randomness.. that I took when I was bored there.


The road not taken... hehe.. oh, I took the road by the way.


Oh how I like this photo. Maybe some of you think this photo is pointless, but I like it! Look at the stairs.. so ordinary yet beautiful.. with the fallen leaves and my old school shoe :D.


Randomness... beautiful! This pic has been resized.. if you look at the original pic, you can see a bird's nest up the tree! Try to see it in here..


Oh, I was bored I guess. This is Kak Lin's feet. She's a UTM (Technology University of Malaysia) student. She was bewildered when I took this.. "Some people are just too weird"...


Parents were invited at the end of the programme. There was a very touching session at the end.. everyone cried including me.. hee.. these are my parents and my lil sis. Look at my sis's eyes! and my mum's.. hehe


A very cute baby boy! Named Nuha Umar. Whilst everyone was busy listening to the talk, he was busy rummaging the box.. and of course, by doing that he distracted everyone because he was at the front...


My very good friend, Aliya. She was laughing at a joke. She's so polite in every way!


Last but not least, my favourite cookies! I ate that when I was editing the photos. Yummy! Cadbury's Centre Fill Cookies. And you can see there.. my unused tablet..and my teachers' photo on it.

Okay,.. that's all I can upload here...
I was so tired and still am tired!
I have changed my timetable with other teacher in school. So no more hyper naughty kids in my class.. (or maybe not.. I don't know yet.. just changed!)

So.. the bad news.. I have to say it real quick... I failed the driving test! Have to take it on the 3rd March

Mixed feelings. Happy, sad, scared, worried, overwhelmed!
My dad collects photos. Of many different subjects. Science, architecture, arts, tsunami, strange photos.. and many other... and of course, a huge collection of our family photos.

So yesterday, he showed us all the photos. First, our family. Old photos especially. When my parents married, when my first brother born.. when I was kid, so cute and small,we laughed at my lil bro pic, when he was chubby and fat (now he has grown as a handsome young man.. haha), all the eids photos. I was so happy! what a family I have.

Then my dad showed science photos.. the sun, it's solar flare, other planets, different kind of stars, beautiful! asteroids, scary looking clouds, auroras, meteors... I felt the greatness of God..Subhanallah!

My dad also told us some facts about the galaxies.. about the solar flare and all... and he also told us about a theory; Scientists have found out that there's an asteroid, it's predicted that the asteroid will collide with our planet.. and so powerful it can destroy at least one continent!Scary. Scientist predicted it will hit the earth on 2019! my sister pointed out that, it is possible, with a destruction as bad as that will trigger the tsunami... and maybe a very huge tsunami.. can destroy the whole world! scary!.. but then, my dad said, only Allah knows what will happen. And it is possible something more powerful that the asteroid will come first.. we don't know when.. anything can happen anytime!

Then, photos of tsunami... in Acheh. Needless to say, it was terrible. I felt so sad.I was so afraid. The tsunami affected even some areas situated 10 km from the beach.... and you know what, my house is only 1 or 2 km away from the Lido beach!
We watched some videos too... saw how some people tried to save their lives but failed.Tried to run, but short of time! How some people thought they could run away with their vehicles... how some people go 'owh.. '...'wow!' and even laugh when they saw the waves.. little did they know, the waves were about to kill them.. (but they survived anyway, they were the one who captured the videos).How some people still cared for their possession while others were dying... sad!

Oh.. this earth is too old...

Holiday, yay!
Happy New Year to all muslims worldwide! It's 1426 H! (well, tomorrow actually)
I think I want to make 'hijrah' too. Be a better muslim. A better daughter. A better teacher. A better student. A better daie. A BETTER PERSON.

So what's up? Nowadays I lack the enthusiasm to write. Not that I don't have anything to write, in fact I have lots to tell. Just don't have the mood.

Well, I have plenty to do. This month is the Cleaniless Campaign for the primary school I'm working for. And as one of the commitee members of the campaign, I got to make the banner. 2 metres long. I'll just do it as simple as possible. I have printed out the characters to be used for the banner. Used lots of A4 papers. I'll have to cut all the characters and then trace them to the banner.

About the magazine covers. I just designed 2. The Head-Editor wants them on next Monday. Ahh... I need some new photos of my school. The current photos I have with me right now are not 'artsy' enough, if you know what I mean. So, I've asked my friend Jasmine, who is artistic I trust, and like to snap photos to go to school and snaps some more. She always brought her camera to school last year. So now she has a huge collection of photos. But I've asked her to take more. Well, she has agreed. She has something to do at school anyway. Thank you very much, girl!

We got a new car. A Honda. Well, not really new. It's old. It was my dad's friend's. He used my dad's name to buy the car, actually. But since now he couldn't afford it anymore (he is ill and all) he gave it to my father because before this countless of time he didn;t pay the monthly payment and my dad had to pay for him. So now we officially have 4 cars. Huhu... Hyundai Trajet, Corolla Altis, Perodua Kancil and that Honda. Maybe my dad will sell the honda.. dunno. Because my dad just spend thousands to repair it. When the guy gave it to my dad, it was worn out and nearly destroyed. haha... not literally... uh, whatever.

I miss drawing! kinda left the hobby for a very very long long time! I need to draw something... I miss it.

Quiet Wishes: Mai K Derwish

I supposed to design the cover for our school magazine. Well, I don't think I'm the only one, though. There are some other boys who are going to design it too. The person in charge for the magazine told me to do 3 -10 different designs. I was mad. It's insane! Did he think designing stuff is an easy task? Maybe he is a pro, he can do one design in a minute or something. But for me, I need about an hour at least, each. And (I think) I'm a perfectionist, if I don't feel satisfy with my work, I'll just delete it, without thinking too much. Come to think of it, he wants me to do lots of designs, and then he's just going to choose one... and the rest will be wasted! and I'm not the only one designing. What if my designs aren't chosen at all. I'm not gonna tolerate to that.. I will meet him.. confront, maybe.. haha.. and we are not being paid
Oh anyway, I've only designed one...

Okay, school stuff. Next week we'll have a week holiday, yay! Well, actually not the whole week, but we'll just have school on Tuesday. No school for Monday, Wed, Thur and Fri. Yay for that! And then, only a half month left before I stop working. Yay for that too! School has getting really boring. I'm tired of writing the preparation book. And I'm tired of getting into 'boring' classes. All the naughty boys. No wonder some teacher lost their temper (slap, punch their students). I can feel it now. But of course, I haven't really lost my temper yet. None of my students has felt the warm of my hands that'll cause their skin red, yet.

When I was in school, I thought when a teacher said "If you don't want to learn, just get out" she didn't mean it, she just wanted to threat her pupils. But now I understand, I knew... the teacher really meant it... the teacher really wanted the pupil to get out. I've said that sentence lots of time. Even today. Because it's so sickening to look at the pupils faces. Rather have them out. Really. (and they still say that I'm the 'best' teacher they got..grr)

I appreciate really really appreciate what my teachers have done for me. Now I understand their sacrifices. So much.

Okay, done about that.

I've to postponed the date for the JPJ test because of the Chinese New Year and Awal Muharram. So, it'll be on 17th February. Wish me luck.

My computer has some problems. So my dad kinda unconnected the broadband wire or something from it. So can't log in to the internet using the comp. Now I'm using my dad's laptop. And I don't know what else to write.. so ttfn!